Carrying Too Much at Once

I’m sorry for how I’ve been acting — I’m going through a lot right now. I think my dad is dying, and I don’t know how to handle that. Every time he calls, I avoid it because hearing him sick breaks me.

I opened up about all of this to someone I cared about, someone younger who I really liked, and he turned out to be someone who hurt me instead of supporting me. It’s left me feeling scared and alone, even though I know I still have my mom, my sisters, and my closest friends.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m not enough. Thinking about him drains me every time. I just want to grieve this relationship and let it go, instead of watching him move on and cheat and rub it in my face. I’m ready to be done with that pain.